Freedom

It's been kind of a recurring theme these last few weeks. It started with the scripture in Matthew, about seeking first the kingdom of God. And then it went on to walking in the light, and then to not worrying, and finally to surrender and freedom itself. And just this morning, it's closing off with "Godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out." (1 Timothy 6:6-7)
As I'm getting ready to leave home, spread my wings and start this new chapter of my life..(and any other of those cliche sayings you can think of.... ) I've been hounded by God not to worry. And I've found a comfort zone, in doing exactly that. Not worrying. I'm so grateful for it too. Like that picture I posted, I am truly cautiously carefree, and so lost in its joy. I don't even care about the little things, that love to attack my brain with all sorts of possibilities. I'm simply happy to sit back and enjoy the ride. Finding a job, car, getting a phone, getting into the CNA program, continuing friendships without ruining them.... I'm ok with it all. And do you know how glorious that is? How radical it is to be free of the worry and fretting? Not tooting my own horn, it's by the grace of God. I know with all my heart, I brought nothing into this world. And all I have is what God has given me. And He has been so gracious. I am truly in awe of Him. And I know He will continue to be, because that is who He is. For
By His blood He bought us, and told us we are free
And now we'll take this anthem, from sea to sea. (Courtesy of Karrington Spann)

Trust in the Lord and do good;

Dwell in the land, and feed on His faithfulness.

Psalm 37:3